(Not) All That She Wants

I want to scream until my lungs blow out

And paint and read and sing out loud

Punch that wall and smash that door

Clip that flab and rip that sore

Pin him down and shut her up

Wipe that smile, blowup that crup

Jump n jive- whoosh out of town
And most of all, to just calm down.

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Dear Blog,
Its 2:58 A.M. But then, For you a thousand times over :)

{:}

Just because nobody complains doesn't mean all parachutes are perfect.

Lessons in Friendship

* It doesn't exist.

Ummm.

You know how it is,
When the walls start to rise
And the skies cave in
And whines turns to sighs?

You know how it is,
When your space starts to shrink,
And you think you're in control,
Until your heart starts to sink?

You know how it is
When you really want to fight,
But then everything's in order
And symmetry starts to bite?


You know how it is,
When fresh turns to brown
And you try so hard to smile
But realize that was a frown

You know how it is
When your thoughts turn numb,
And you really want to write
But the words just wont come
And you really want to talk -
But Urrgh - Godddamn this writers block :|

Del And More

I have to post. It’s just been too long.

>>
We all look the same. We don’t end. People rush all over us, above us, below us, on top of us.. hang from the sides.. squeeze in the middle.. add at both ends.. and still manage to spill over. Who are we?
Meet the Flyovers!

If they create another of these never-ending, landmark-less, crazy concrete structures, they might as well create sun-spots as well. Those little green areas where people can come see the sky.
Mana tum Flyovers ho, uska yeh matlab nahi hawa mein udo.
>> Auto bhaiya, aap itne arrogant kyun ho?
‘126 HCL, kitna lenge?'
‘80 rupaiye’
‘Main roz pachaas mein jaati hoon bhaiya, chalna hai toh bo-‘
‘Arre madam aap ko pata nahi hai.. petrol ke rate bhad gaye hain.’
‘Bhaiya auto toh CNG par chalte hain.’
Auto goes. I stand.
Auto standing nearby : 'bhaiya 126, HCL..’
‘Nahi jaana.’
HUH! Talk about delhi attitude!

>>
Excepting Rajiv Chowk at 9:15 AM, you’re awesome. Really. And I like your AC too.
Metro ji, tussi great ho!
Just a little query… Why do people start running from one metro to another? The first time it happened I thought there was a fire! It’s not that far away. I brisk walk will do just fine you know.

> > Alooo, mujhe maaf kar do
Dearest Aloo,
I’m terribly sorry. I misunderstood you. You’re the best. You make food edible, Delhi affordable, and life livable. Can’t do without you, I swear!

Daniel Powter - Love You Lately.

I hope you find
whatever you've been lookin' for.
Just remember where you're from
and who you are,
'Cause there's a thousand lights
that'll make you feel brand new,
But if you ever lose your way,
I'll leave one on for you.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
So, come back and you sit down.
Relax. Everything's to see
that you've come a long, long way,
And it's the place that you should be.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.

:)

Latest Obsession.
:P

The First Of Many Lasts.

Can't believe I took my last viva.. LAASSSSSSTTTTT viva today... last viva ever.. the first of many lasts.

Getting slightly, I repeat slightly, senti!
Actually its this silly (Ok, not silly) song that I've been listening to.. has been ringing in my head since the past one hour. And unlike chewing gum, its not even losing its taste. Ewww, Trying to whack it out. Or better Still, sticking it on your chair!
:P

LAAASSSSSTTTT viva ever... last optical density reading.. last colorimeter setting.. last ethanol wipe, last chemical hoarding session, last broken test tube, last glassware fight..
LASSSSSTTTTTT!


"
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels



La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
"
-Vitamin C (The Graduation Song)


PS. Did I tell you I took my laaaassssttttt viva today?!